I love deep meaningful conversations. They blow my hair back.

I have also discovered that some of the most extraordinary and meaningful conversations are those that I have with mySelf and my Higher Power.

In this time of turbulent change, of being in that space of raw, real vulnerability. (Thank you Brene Browne for your incredible courage in bringing your work of truth to the world)

I have journaled for years, the crisp clean pages receiving all manner of Conversations - revealing me to me, layer by layer, emotion by emotion ranging from sheer joy and exhilaration, to the depths of despair, anger, rage and confusion. Each entry having been what I have needed to expose what is real and true.

Sure this truth changes as I learn and grow as more is revealed as I chip away at the layers behind which I hidden my true Self. This truth at times has been messy, guttural, and like ripping a band aid off, has left me breathless, doubled over in grief of loss and the sheer enormity of was has been revealed - my real truth for that moment in time.

And that truth is me in my humanness, perfectly flawed, a multifaceted jewel, some parts of me revealed, others still hidden. I Am just as I Am as You Are just as You Are. And it is here in the space of the acceptance of truth as I know it for now that I find Grace, peace and the knowingness that the healing is again doing what it needs to do.And as I experience this for me,so I get to see through unveiled eyes, you in yours.

When my Soul calls me into deep meaningful conversations with me - I have learned to honor her call. For she always reveals something more. This, is a truth I have come to know and trust.